...we don't bite.

-- Wednesday, December 18 --

Ha ha you're dead
And I'm so happy
In loving memory
Of your demise
When your ship is going down
I'll go out and paint the town
Ha ha you're dead.
Ha ha you're dead.
--'ha ha you're dead'


mused dettie at 6:46 PM [+]
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Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
--'girl all the bad guys want'

mused dettie at 5:00 PM [+]
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yay! im happy.
dude mc; '...u want my... other... flavor?'
mused dettie at 9:55 AM [+]
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i wanna scream.
mused dettie at 6:32 PM [+]
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i was at my gramma;s. aaaah! i dont want my happy days to end yet! no no no!!! NO!!!!
mused dettie at 6:32 PM [+]
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just a little longer...
stay.
i cant take another blow...
one more,
and im sure to surrender.
im cold, im shivvering...
but for one moment im fine.
an honest smile...
im ok im good im fine.

just a while more
stay.
please dont take this away...
i smile and laugh everyday...
empty emotions...
i cried for i could never feel.
but today,
i felt real...
i am real.

it wont be too long...
stay.
im tired of pretending...
maybe for once give me a break
let me feel it when im smiling....
give me another chance...
let me look at life
as one slow dance
let me be happy in a trance

please;
stay.
even for a little longer.
let me rest a while.
will this feeling last longer?
if not forever?
a way for it to stay...
stay a while.

--stay
mused dettie at 10:57 PM [+]
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ahaha~ the kirbys wont show cause theyre in tags! ahahaha spare the blog! i wish u wont get the &...coding of it muhehe...
btw; im feeling better. im not over anything yet... but somehow after getting eaten by a giant worm and building a submarine and complaining about the sasha freak and the wormie eating the beep while trish and i aint got any~ ok nuff of that.

i feel so great! all of a sudden everything seemed to get better... i finished 3 desktop projects today... and im planning on finishing my english projects and hand them all in at once... here's to hoping she'd still accept it... but here's the thing! im not fretting over it! i know id feel bad. i already feel lousy cause well ya, i felt like i let everything go just so i can mope... wow. counting back, its been over 2 weeks! god. that break down was sad. sorry to everyone ive depressed cause of my depression. im getting bwetter... i dont know hwo long will this medicine of fun fun funny times will last... but its here now and im taking advantage of it. ok! im back n track and am now working on the site again! i promise i'll try my best to have atleast another temporary version on by next week... the site has been neglected lately... and the progress stopped. i did put up an annoyingly depressed blog entry... and i know if i read it now it'll ruin my good mood. ok people i love! mc, u better get working on the photos... i need them... fast! and ash... ash, what're u gonna do? o.o i dunno..... just watch the 'proffessional.'
mused dettie at 11:14 AM [+]
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w00t~
mused dettie at 8:41 PM [+]
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here's an ugly moment. so sorry, but if you dont want crap from me, dont bother check it out. ive been miserable.. and well.. never mind.><
mused dettie at 4:33 PM [+]
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What's up frigidaire.
You are 21% pickup-able! You're cold and unapproachable, like a big glacier that's unapproachable. And cold. Unlike the Arctic tundra, few even venture to plant their flag in you. You're definitely not a Scorpio, unless you were born between October 23 and November 21. The bad news is that you'll end up miserable and alone, probably knitting doilies out of cat hair. The good news is that this is apparently what you want. Honestly, I don't even feel comfortable talking to you right now, so I'm just gonna go… yeah… wash my friend's hair.

people more pickup-able than you (98%)
people just as pickup-able as you (0%)
people less pickup-able than you (1%)

test taken from thespark.


mused dettie at 3:28 PM [+]
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mc:: u saw the banner.. background's black, and the text and things vary from silver gray white and other shades between black and white.
mused dettie at 9:47 AM [+]
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time [over rated]
--nameless [mercenary]

time ticks away...
im falling way behind...
it seems to go by too fast....
and each second
i seem to lose my mind

i know nothing lasts forever...
maybe im just too jaded for this...
i never got reality
so what's it got to do with me?

will this feeling end someday?
will the feeling fade away...?
if only time could heal pain sooner
if only time could heal pain faster
maybe each second would be well worth it
maybe the the bad days end much sooner...
but time is just too jaded...
time is just too over rated...

another day
and again i fall too far behind
i havent even caught on yet...
reality's just so unkind!
nothing's real, reality's blind~

i know nothing lasts forever...
maybe im just too jaded for this...
i never got reality
so what's it got to do with me?

will this feeling end someday?
will the feeling fade away...?
if only time could heal pain sooner
if only time could heal pain faster
maybe each second would be well worth it
maybe the bad days end much sooner...
but time is just too jaded...
time is just too over rated..

time is over rated....
and misery's regenerated...
people's eyes are way too jaded
everything's too complicated....
everyheart seemed plain too wounded
maybe time really is...
maybe time really is.... over rated.

will this feeling end someday?
will the feeling fade away...?
if only time could heal pain sooner
if only time could heal pain faster
maybe each second would be much worth it
maybe the days wont last forever...
but time is just too jaded...
time is just too over rated..
mused dettie at 9:43 AM [+]
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ok.
mused dettie at 10:19 AM [+]
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some people die another day... but i would die, maybe today~
im singin' that madonna song.
mused dettie at 9:51 AM [+]
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yaaay! ok uhm ask the members for profiles too~ w00t~
lol just write the damn test to get it over with~
mused dettie at 10:09 AM [+]
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uhm... the codes got messed up... i'll work on it and get us a new one... soon i hope...
mused dettie at 9:38 AM [+]
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ok... i did the first background for the splash page. and its version is called 'no offense.' mc saw it, and she said its ok. so, now i need 'stolen pics' of each member...and i mean each, ok? stolen pics are much better... but candids can be good too. as long as they're already electronic-ized. i shouldnt have to scan anything, or anyyhing related to that matterif ever. i need to do loads of coding, and tons of image editting... [these are the times i wish i had photoshop7 to make life a whole lot easier...] besides the issue about time, and other things, there might also be another problem with my site access. my mom's threatening to get my connection cut off... so, one of you people should dl ws_ftp; then upload and edit the codes/graphic placements for me... i'll try to do as much work as i can on the school pc's... but, i cant really assure much, since the basic hacks are disabled in the lab A, and in the public library as well. [ofcourse i'll try and do as much work as i can during desktop, but im already too damn behjind feh~ ><] i guess i'd work something out sooner or later... bah~
ok. just to remind again. i need pics, and profile information. like, name, screen name, general hobbies, age, birthday if possible, instruments, [status? hehhehheh], etc etc... id do that, but like i said, i need to finish coding... the codes will be over and done with, ASAP. [**gulp** hopefully] and the text contents and graphics will hopefully be finished soon after. this site thing is taking too much of me... my general blog has been too junked up with site stuff... and i havent been posting in my diary lately... here's to hoping... [fingers crossed]
mused dettie at 9:28 AM [+]
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guys i seriously am working on the site. i know i havent done anything much so far, but i am working on it.
mused dettie at 5:42 PM [+]
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